Monday, 21 June 2010
confessions of a ugly girl
i've been shopping, hee hee how can a broke girl shop? beg mummy for money (yess i know sad). well what i've been up to latly is finding and making cute clothes im going to add two new cute top to my clothing store once i have finnished making them.
i went a little crazy with my nails painted each nail a diffrent colour ten colurs for 10 fingers.
look at these two pictures below before photoshop and after photoshop.
See, I don't deny that I was born ugly.Then we come to the make up bit.
Please understand. What if you are born ugly, BUT, you are blessed with a skill? A skill so valuable With the skill, you can make yourself look better with make up and photoshop. With the two, you can feel more confident of yourself, and make others view you in a better light as well. Miraculously, you can have the opposite sex's attention, without even doing plastic surgery on urself.
you can fake it with make up in the pictures above i have faked bigger and brighter eyes with makeup if you saw me in real life my eye wouldn't look that pretty. then i have removed blemishes and my bad skin with photoshop, now don't get me wrong im not vein im actually far from it i have low self esteem in the real world but on the Internet i can fake it a be "the perfect girl" a "pretty girl" this is the image i want to portray to my YouTube viewers. but actual i thunk im so ugly. but when i show these pictures on YouTube and i get so many comment telling me im pretty this makes me happy! because it give me confidence. this is why i fake my picture im not trying to desive anyone what wrong with using a little photoshop to change your image celebrity's do it all the time.
Having a choice between being all natural but ugly, and made-up but beautiful, I choose the latter. There is nothing wrong with my decision at all. If you are feeling pissed that some people did not manage to see through the make-up and photoshop and decided that I am a natural beauty, well, its their stupidity and there is nothing you can do about it